I Love You. Damn you.

I love you. Damn you.

I love you… I love you… I love you.

I love you for earning my trust. I love you for making me feel safe. I love you for making me feel wanted. I love you for making me feel alive. I love you for giving me hope. I love you for making me feel beautiful. I love you for giving me peace. I love you for laughing at my jokes. I love you for listening to my dreams. I love you for invading them. I love you for sharing yours with me. I love you for convincing me they could come true. I love you for seeing through me. I love you for SEEING me. I love you for looking at me the way you did. I love you for understanding me. I love you for making me smile. I love you for never making me cry. I love you for telling me you wouldn’t say goodbye. I love you for setting my world on fire. I love you for your encouragement. I love you for your support. I love you for giving me confidence. I love you for making me believe in myself. I love you for making me believe in you. I love you for believing in us. I love you for making my heart race. I love you for making it skip beats. I love you for not breaking it. I love you for making me feel whole. I love you for awakening my soul.

Damn you… damn you… damn you.

Damn you for earning my trust. Damn you for making me feel safe. Damn you for making me feel wanted. Damn you for making me feel alive. Damn you for giving me hope. Damn you for making me feel beautiful. Damn you for giving me peace. Damn you for laughing at my jokes. Damn you for listening to my dreams. Damn you for invading them. Damn you for sharing yours with me. Damn you for convincing me they could come true. Damn you for seeing through me. Damn you for SEEING me. Damn you for looking at me the way you did. Damn you for understanding me. Damn you for making me smile. Damn you for making me cry. Damn you for telling me you wouldn’t say goodbye. Damn you for setting my world on fire. Damn you for your encouragement. Damn you for your support. Damn you for giving me confidence. Damn you for making me believe in myself. Damn you for making me believe in you. Damn you for tricking me into believing there could ever be an US. Damn you for making my heart race. Damn you for making it skip beats. Damn you for breaking it. Damn you for making me feel whole. Damn you for awakening my soul. Damn you for making me love you.

Only to leave me damned.

Damn me… damn me… damn me.